Ok so as many of you know, a lot of issues have started mainly between me and blood, I do apologize that you may be affected by this. I do not do this intentionally to make any issues, some of you think I do, I don't. I don't intend to be mean or aggravating or irritating to everyone, we all have made mistakes. Now to my second part. Ever since this whole thing went down, I and blood have been attacked several times but taken in a different approach. We both had player reports against us spreading opinions about us which could help in the punishment process. The community can be biased, the staff does not take orders and opinions from the community, they take it from the rules. Mainly a lot of you don't seem to like me, usually, its because I'm "annoying" or "aggravating" however if I do these things, you should not do them back. The server has been very rude and disrespectful to me and I know staff doesn't do it intentionally, but some players do. I make a suggestion, it might be good or it might be bad, everyone downvotes it. Right now there is a suggestion about me saying to ban me from suggestions because I make them redundant, AS they literally make a redundant suggestion. Now I'm not perfect and I understand I can be mean but this is just too far. Some of you wanted me banned or muted and I try not to be mean or irritating, but to single me and blood out is just not ok. I'm sure a ton of you guys have been told to be banned or let's say "mute him/her!" That also isn't ok. No one here should be attacked and no one should be ridiculed. You may not like me, but then again you don't treat someone like trash. Sorry to pick on staff but sometimes you guys don't always do the correct thing, now I am not saying my punishment was unfair I believe I deserved it, but sometimes you just mess up, and that's totally ok. The staff on the server is amazing and I do hate that because of me it enrages them, so specifically, I do apologize to neon and grim. Now I understand some of you guys try not to be mean, but some of you do, Let's bring some examples shall we? Well 1: there was a book stating to send me to ram ranch, 20 people signed it. There is a discord server with my face on it and a google form and I believe 30 and 40 people are on it. This is not ok if you need more examples I will but that would be a bit too long. I do not think everything I say is right but then again not everything I say is wrong. Seeker (also sorry to pick on you) also made a thread about neon and grim today, I believe they are fine staff, however, I read in your little thread that I will be annoying intentionally because that's who I am? Well, that isn't true at all, I don't mean to be aggravating but I do appreciate you trying to defend me but that isn't needed. I have done a ton of stuff on the server that I'm not happy about, but it doesn't mean you should too. Sometimes I get bullied by a lot of you all, I feel as if I can't really voice an opinion or state something on the server. Now you might say, look how dumb this kid is, or something more vaguely rude, and that isn't ok. I joined this server about er, 3 months ago? I believe, my first week was good, the second week to today has been awful. I have been attacked way too much on this server and you have to agree, I do. There have been people I have redeemed or apologized too I could say, however, I don't think some of you have apologized back. There is A LOT of you that hate me, as I have stated many times, but the fact that because 20 people complain about me, I need to be banned? That right there just seems really outright and unjust. I shouldn't be punished because people complain about me, I should be punished for the reason they did if it is valid. Some also things you can do to be a bit nicer or try not to get into an argument is /ignore CalebEnderDragon or just be a tad nicer. I have changed quite a bit as of right now and I hope it stays this way. I don't want to be mocked by any of you or attacked, I just want us to be at a stopping point to this, this battle between me and the server. As I stated previously I do sincerely apologize for all my misconduct and attacking or instigating arguments, I will stop I promise. We can't continue to argue, we must walk this path together, work together, and stay together. Thank you for reading, and I do hope we can be friends.